Well, damn.

You know I didn't have that someone when I was with him. 

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I did have someone like that waiting for me and I let him go.

I'm not sure how I should be feeling right now.

It was really the biggest mistake of my life

choosing the bad boy over the nice guy, and now

I've lost the bad boy and the nice guy.

Bad boy leaves me for something better.

Nice guy found nice girl that probably loves him.

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It's okay though. 

Because I want him to be as happy as possible.

He gave me the second chance to be his friend again and I love him. 

So, I'm not sad anymore but I do wish I could go back in time and

change it all. 

Life can be hard at times, but I'll get through it just fine.

But what I have learned from all this...

Don't trust just anyone who says 'I love you'

when they act like they don't want to have anything to do with you.

You do what you have to do to be happy,

even if it leaves me out of the picture.

You deserve the world <3

and to the ASSHOLE:

Thanks for wasting my time, love ya.